I think about it a lot ...

Nobody said it was easy...
No one ever said it would be this hard..
Oh it such a shame for us to apart..

*it keep repeating..again..again..yesterday i got quarell with this guy,i told him that i love my boy really much..hence it keep pushing me..how can he not understand that i'm belong to someone else..
then today,i got text from someone,he asking for help..confuse but just keep to calm down,something just happen last night,i thought it's was nothing but it's instict,yup we should trust our instinct..It was my boy...it makes me ill..but i love him..