Whisper...

You call me again late...in the middle of night..

Sayang...

Oh..It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

Slowly you said you "Ayang..i love you so much..."

Deep..calm..and it really make me weak by hearing your voice...

Again you said "I miss you..."

You know exactly my point of weak..."you hug me tightly..kiss my forehead..."

Then..you're gone...

I don't know where have you've been...

p/s: someone ask whose is better ? Friend or Boyfriend?

      and i said "His better than anyone i ever meet ...he was my bestfriend...

 

LARA

 ;(

CONVERSATION BETWEEN MUM,DAUGHTER AND HER BECOME SON FUTURE IN LAW

MUM : ALONG,ARE YOU SURE YOU CAN TRUST HIM ? NAMPAK DIA TU KADANG-KADANG SERIOUS,KADANG-KADANG MAIN-MAIN JER IBU TENGOK.

DAUGHTER : MULA-MULA MASA ALONG KAWAN DENGAN DIA PUN ALONG ADA GAK FEELING MACAM TU,KURANG YAKIN JUGA,TAPI ALONG JUST SERAHKAN PADA ALLAH,KALO ADA JODOH ADALA,KALO TAKDE,TAKDE LAH,TAK NAK FIKIR SANGAT…

MUM:URM..TAPI IBU TENGOK,DIA TU MACAM BELUM BERSEDIA JER..KADANG-KADANG IBU TENGOK DIA TU ADA WAWASAN,KADANG-KADANG IBU TENGOK CAM DAH KAHWIN JER..ALONG BETUL KER NAK KAT DIA TU ?

DAUGHTER: IBU..ALONG PUN LUM READY LAGI KOT..LAMBAT LAGI KOT NAK KE ARAH TU,AT LEAST BIAR LA ALONG DAPAT KERJA PERMENANT DULU,PAHTU PALING TERUK PUN ADA KERETA LA,THEN BARU FIKIR KE ARAH ITU,YER..MEMANG LA DA SETAHUN LEBIH  ALONG KAWAN DGN DIA,CUMA BARU SEBULAN DUA NI BARU ALONG NAMPAK LA DIA JENIS MACAM  MANA,BARU LA ALONG FAHAM PERANGAI DIA TU..

MUM: HA,BARU SEBULAN DUA NI? SELAMA NI KAMU KAWAN DENGAN DIA? MACAMANA?

ALONG: SELAMA NI TAK MENGAHARAP SANGAT,TERSERAH PADA JODOH..CUMA BARU SEKARANG NIE JER..I NEVER THOUGH I NEED HIM…

THEN..SILENT..PHONE IS RINGGING..

B.F.S.I.L: ASSALAMMUALAIKUM..

MUM:WAALAIKUMMUSALAM,HA,SYED EH..SYED NAK BAWA EKIN KELUAR YER..

B.F.S.I.L: AAH,SAYA NAK MINTA IZIN,NAK JUMPA EKIN,NAK BAWA DIA KELUAR,BOLEH KER?

MUM:BOLEH,TAPI IBU NAK TAU NAK BAWA DIA KEMANA? BALIK KUL BERAPA? EKIN NIE KALO DA KELUAR,MACAM2 DIA MINTA..

B.F.S.I.L: HEHE,SAYA NAK MINTA IZIN  LA,KALI NI HANTAR LEWAT SIKIT,DALAM PUKUL 8 MALAM,BOLEH KER?

DAUGHTER:ALONG NAK BALIK KUL 10 PM,SEKIAN ! (SAMBIL WAT MUKA KESIAN+MERAYU+KEGUSARAN+MUKA 10 SEN)

MUM:URM,DENGAR TU SYED,DIA NAK BALIK KUL 10 MALAM,OK,IBU BENARKAN SYED KELUAR DENGAN EKIN,TAPI MAKE SURE BALIK ON TIME,FAHAM ? KAMU NIE BETUL2,JANGAN NAK MAIN-MAIN PULA,KALO TAK,SAMPAI KE LUBANG CACING IBU CARI NANTI.

B.F.S.I.L:ASTAGAFIRUL,ARWAH ABAH DA PESAN DA KAT SAYA,JANGAN MAIN-MAIN,INSYAALLAH,SAYA BETUL NAK DEKAT EKIN NIE..

MUM:KALO INGAT PESAN ARWAH,ALHAMDULILAH,JANGAN MAIN-MAIN YER.SYED DEKAT MANA? DAH NAK SAMPAI KER?

B.F.S.I.L:DA SAMPAI DA NI,ADA DEKAT BAWAH,TENGAH TUNGGU EKIN SIAP JAP..

MUM:LA,NAPE X MASUK JER,TUNGGU JAP YER,DIA KALO DA MAKE UP,MMG LAMA..ALONG !!! SYED DA KAT BAWAH TU,CEPAT SIKIT..

DAUGHTER: ALLRIGHT, SIAP DA, ALONG BALIK KUL 10 YER,HEHE..THANX IBU,NAK CELEBRATE BDAY,YIPPIEEE  ;)

SELEPAS BERSALAMAN, JOURNEY TO THE WEST PUN BERMULA..IT WAS REALLY FUN AND I NEVER KNEW I NEEDED HIM MORE THAN I CAN IMAGINE,I THOUGH I CAN BE INDEPENDENT,JUST LIKE MISS INDEPENDENT,BUT IN THE END OF THE DAY,I JUST REALIZE THAT I’M REALLY NEED HIM IN MY LIFE,NOT AS MY LOVER BUR MORE TO BESTFRIEND,WHICH I CAN SHARE MY EMOTIONAL FEELING WITH HIM,LIKE A GIRL NEED HIS PAPA TO BUY HER AN ICE CREAM.I JUST REALIZE THAT WHAT DO I DO WITHOUT HIM ?

I FEEL NOW I’M REALLY LOVE HIM,MORE THAN BEFORE..MORE THAN JUST CRUSH..I NEED HIM IN MY LIFE…

P/S: HE GIFT ME A BLACK HEELS FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND BRING ME TO THE PLACE THAT I REALLY WANT TO GO.IF I WORE HIS SHOES,I WILL NEVER BUY THAT HEELS,TOO EXPENSIVE ,BETTER BUY 500 G EXTERNAL HARD DISK =,=

Boy's 2

Dear bloggie..did u guy still remember i post entry about Boy's..
okies,now i would like to reveal again..reveal again,siighhhhh..no need la..
juz wanna continue...

Still remeber about Mr.A,Miss B,Mr.X,Miss Y and Mr.H....

Urmm...mmm..ok,ok..let me clearify here..FYI..I'm really love Mr.H,there is no space for other guy,no matter how handsome he is ,like Mr.X...for me,Mr.H is the best among the the best.Full Stop !!!

Actually,i was the Miss Y and my boy was Mr.H...
Mr.H not only as lover,but he also my bestfirend after my mum ok,plus he also my driver,so i juz told him i wanna go that place,he will bring me there,he also my "Ustaz",if there something bother me,such like "apa maksud hadis nie,apa terjemahannye ?" ,he always tell me the answer,again..he also my mechanic,my bodyguard,my..my..my..etc..etc..etc...For me,he everything to me,i dont kniow how i feel if he's no there,i mean,yeahh..i can be independent,but when his no beside me,i feel so lonely..I HATE THIS LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP !!!

Ok,ok..there something i wanna tell u..about this guy,or i call him as Mr.A..He was my colluege,
almost every morning he will come to my place,and chit-chat,chit-chat..firstly,i feel he was friendly..but after a long hour,it's different..it become annoying..SERIUS..SANGAT ANNOYING..SUDAH TAHAP MENYAMPAH !!!

Mula-mula ok j la,yelah as ofismate,so layan je la..tp..lama kelamaan...mesej dia da lain da...ajak keluar makan,xnak reramai..lunch berdua jer,g jauh sikit dari opis..nak tolong hantar balik,alasan..malam2 nie x elok balik sorang2..urm..pahtu semakin lain bila he said "i miss you"...then bertamabah lain bila dia cakap "minat and suka dgn ekin".."sanggup jumpa ibu untuk bawa keluar"..yg nie da mula sangat lain macam...time ni mmg da ignore giler da,dia anta msg pun da x balas,apatah lagi bila call ----> terus REJECT !!!

Then sebab x tahan sangat dengan layanan dia tu,bila da cakap sudah ada BF pun,dia tetap juga begitu,aduhhh,da cakap baik pun x dengar,nak tak nak terpaksa lah gtau Mr.H about this guy,tak sanggup da,da tak tahan da..then,i told my boy,Mr.H..he ask for the number,Mr.A number..so nak tak nak beri je la nombor tu..then..after 10 minute,Mr.H texting.."B da call budak tu da,mlm nnt B call ayang ok,ad hal jap.."

Lepas text tu,that Mr.A memang da stop hantar sms,call pun xde...then i'm asking Mr.H,what exactly he told that guy untill he not sms n call me anymore...

Urmm.."Hello,ni A yer,so aku Syed..aku nak cakap sikit la..TOLONG JANGAN KACAU EKIN lagi,ni da tiga kali dia ngadu kat aku pasal kau,kali pertama aku tahan,kedua pun tahan..masuk ketiga ni,kau da lain macam jer,smpai nak jumpa ibu dia lak..yg nie aku panas ni.."."Eh,xde la,kitorg satu opis,xde apa pun,x kacau pun.."Ye,aku tau,tapi jgn la lebih2,setakat kawan jer,tp ada batas gak..mmg aku jauh dr dia,tp jgn lak sampai aku turun sana jumpa kau,ok..lpas nie aku xnak dgr ekin ngadu pasal kau lg,faham".."ahah,sory sory k"...

urm...mmm..what i can said more..on monday,that guy,Mr.A didn't come to my place,plus he not even look at me,no more glance,malah kasi jelingan maut kot..hahaha..amek kau,ekin..sape suh ngadu kat BF,,da tu,cakap baik xdgr,terpaksa la guna cara kasar..huhu...

BTW..that was MR.H..he was my Bodyguard ;)

itu pun rasa nyer..cam dia ley control lg,kalo tak..urm..geleng pale je la...  ;p