السلام عليكم....

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Monday, April 30, 2012

crush

i got a crush on him..hari-hari tgk pun tak jemu ...
smile
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sekali sekala cuci mata pun xpe ;)
dia duduk bahagian depan..
badan tough...
muke garang...
my cup of tea
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p/s:ari-ari tgk chuck bass,dia jadi wallpaper,terus semangat nak wat keje ;)

Monday, April 23, 2012

Love

Sometime love is too hot to hold...

Though when two people going too far,they pretty sure they will belong together..

One of them maybe need some space too be cool and relax..

Even,I put a high effort to catch-up..but i feel exhausty..too tired to hold it...

And maybe at this point,i just realize..it's allready late...and maybe i should let it go...to fly away...


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Monday, April 9, 2012

Activity ~

Dear blog...

February and march had pass me..mostly in deep sorrow..on Feb month,my buddy laptop is broken,i mean the charger is "ROSAK" !!! sedih wooo hidup tanpa laptop,seperti dunia ini penuh dengan kegelapan ((T.T))

Then Marching is on...

First week of the March, i been discuss wif my soul mate about getting a new job,which mean i'm ready for the next phase of my life,i told him "if i get a new job which is better than before plus the salary is pay based on my qualification,so definetly i would not consider any other biz to married with you,dear "...We been discuss about it a lot actually that he already ask for "merisik" and allready asking about "hantaran" and so many others..Hence,the answer is simple,if i get a new job which is permanent and better than before,definetly the answer is "YES"...

Second week of March

He call me,told that he wanna give invitation card,his sis wedding on 10 march 2012,then i said ok,no problem.But,suddenly he texting me in the middle of night,the mesagge contain his father was coma,and the wedding just next day.Something goes wrong,which supposed the wedding should be merrier but become sorrow because of funeral of his father.Poor young boy.Silent is coming...

Third week of March

My life become miserable,i feel very very boring with that job.Then,i start make a movement,i told every family member,if they get any vacancy,just tell me,i wanna fill in.Then,my aunty said there is vacancy at Insurance,and she allready sent my resume.First come across my mind about it,what? Insurance? No way !!! But,somehow i feel that my instinct said i should go for it,maybe for an experiance...Then i got a call for Interview...

Forth week of March

Life is a dull as it past,Boring.Boring and boring.Orang cakap best kerja goyang kaki,duduk j tapi dapat duit.But for me,i dont think so,langsung xde kerja,totally mengantuk,1 jam tu terasa seperti sangat lambat.....dah la xde internet,pahtu xley nak cucuk pendrive dah kena "block",bila buka radio,dikatakan bising..aduh..sampai bila la aku akan terperuk di tempat kerja tu........
My heart is eager to get out from the "RSB",hence on thursday i got a call from the Insurance company,she said i should come for work,start 2 April 2012 but it just for temporary not permenant,without second taught,i said "YES",though i know the effect is after 3 month you will be unemployed,but never mind first of all i just wanna get the experiance,that the first thing come to mind,then i should work hard so i can get much money to survive ;)

In the end of the month,the last day,the freaky friday is arrived.I told to my mum that i wanna be a good person,yet i should be frankly to KR for the job i accepted,yet it only temporary.But,she argue,she said i only can tell him,KR after he give the salary,unfortunately i told him in the morning.KR get angry with me,he said i'm dissapointing him,he said i never think for the long term,again he said i just wanna go for have fun only.Too many excuse he give to me.I just silent,don't wanna argue with him since he too old to be mad for.

I list down the advantage if i took that job at Insurance ;

I got an experiance compare work with RSB,i just sit and relax
I can fulfill my resume
I can get a lot of friend,where i can get a lot of contact
I can extract a lot of knowledge since i'm seek for it
Yet,but not least of course my salary is double hence they pay me based on degree qualification compare to RSB,gaji tahap SPM jer...
So,is that my fault if i wanna work there,yup,temporary only..Sampai bile nak terperuk disitu...
What i feel irritating is,KR never listen to my word,and the impact to be too frankly with KR is,he didn't pay my salary...What a pity since i got comitment to filled for...
Terus jadi tak keruan,tak tentu hala dibuatnya,camna nak start kerja baru kalo xde "pitih" langsung.Ya Allah,Engkau tabahkan lah hati ku ini..My mum said,never mind,insyaALLAH pasti ada jalannya..Then,angah call.Seperti biasa,homesick ;')
Rupa-rupanya ada good news,Alhamdulilah,Angah dapat "pitih",triple from the expected,he wanna keep it,sebagai peti kecemasan,then ibu cakap "masalah" yg berlaku,and he give the green light.so peti kecemasan boleh dipergunakan,hehe ^^
Alhamdulilah,Allah itu sentiasa disisimu ;)
So,that were happen on last couple of week,and now i allready work as temporary staff,so wish me luck ;')