It's been a week,but still there..inside my head,still remember those words...
It's hard to figure it out,what the hell is goin on,who should trust or who should blame,i'm in the middle,it's that my fault ? why ? i didn't mean to hurt you by this way,it mean nothing,for your information,it just my point of view,but now,in this time i'm just the black sheep....
But,she said be strong...
JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD,
DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT OTHER SAID OR THINK,
DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO !
That was her advice to me,so sweet,thanx GOSSIP GIRL !
I though,i can do it,but it still pain inside,and my buddy came up and he said to me ...
WHEN I'M SAD,I STOP BEING SAD INSTEAD BEING AWESOME.
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED !
That Quote was from Barney Stinson,How I Meet Your Mother,it maybe lousy,but those word keep motivation me,and just like Barney do,I take the Challenge,dude ! Oh ya since you call me BITCH,so let me tell you what exactly the meaning of BITCH,hooker !
B-Beauty
I-Inteligent
T-Trustworthy
C-Courageous
H-Happy
p/s : yup,maybe i was thin,but i wasn't anorexia,at least i got shape,compare to you FLAT ! oh ya,after this maybe you can tell all of your Double H or watever la that i were update my blog =)
One more thing,i love this word,took it from someone i know,
TAKE A CHANCES,MAKE MISTAKES.
THAT'S YOU GROWTH.
PAIN NOURISHES YOUR COURAGE.
YOU HAVE TO FAIL IN ORDER TO PRACTICE BEING BRAVE.
He call me,he heard me crying..he said what's wrong..it's middle 3 am,why are u crying..He comfort me,and told me that "doa org yg dianiya nie,dimakbulkan ALLAH,insyaALLAH,just be strong ok,xmo nangis da,x comel da,heee ;)
Yup,deep inside my heart,it's hard but i have to move on,head up and step forward,thanx for those who comforting me,and back me up.
p/s:my boy said :this was your second time you tell me about this shit,why he always make a problem,apa yg dia and his wife yg x puas hati sgt tu,giler apa,dia x sedar kot apa yg dia buat tu,kurang ajar sgt panggil org bitch,iblis sume tu,dia tu baik sangat ker,takpe ni kali kedua,masuk kali ketiga,memang siap la,sume da ada nie,dia "touch" sikit jer,silap aribulan,duk dalam wad la jawab nyer,bukan setakat dia,1 geng tu kena,sume info aku da ada,da siap pasang org follow kau,haiishhh,bengang aku,bini aku kena kacau,tu la ayang,baik sangat,hingga orang amek advantange,kan da kena,ada jer yang tak puas hati...
