FAKE COUPLE

STORY OF THE GIRL :-

A GIRL GOT ANGRY WITH HIS BOY,WHEN SHE CALL THE BOY,THE BOY DIDN'T PICK UP THE PHONE,SHE ACUSE THAT BOY GOT OTHER GIRL

THEN THAT GIRL UPDATE HER STATUS:-
"MAN BIG MISTAKE IS LET OTHER MAN MAKE HIS GIRL SMILE"

THEN THE BOY UPDATE HIS STATUS:-

" I CANNOT SPEAK,I'LOST MY WORD,SPEECLESS AND REBUNDANT CUZ ILOVEYOU IS NOT ENOUGH,I LOST THE FOUR WORD"

AND HE UPLOAD THE VIDEO OF "X-KID BY GREEN DAY "

WHICH THE LYRIC IS CONTAIN:

"I FEEL IN LOVE,
BUT I DIDN'T CATCH U FALL,
THEN I CRASHED TO THE WALL,
THEN I FELL TO PIECES ON THE FLOOR,
NOW U SICK TO THE DEATH..

HE ALSO UPLOAD THE VIDEO "BIJOU BY QUEEN"

YOU AND ME ARE DISTINED
YOU'LL AGREE TO SPEND THE REST
OF OUR LIVES WITH EACH OTHER
THE REST OF OUR DAYS LIKE TWO LOVERS
FOR EVER-YEAH-FROEVER
MY BIJOU

THAT BOY UPLOAD ANOTHER PHOTO OF QUOTES

I MAYBE NOT THE FISRT TO SAY I LOVE U,
I MAYBE NOT THE FIRST TO HOLD UR HAND,
I MAYBE NOT THE FIRST TO KISS UR FOREHEAD,
BUT I WANT TO BE UR LAST FOREVER...

THE GIRL KNEW ABOUT THE PHOTO,BUT SHE FEEL SO HURT,SHE JUST SIT ALONE,BUSY DOING HER THINGS,NOT TO POST ANYTHING,AS DAY PASS BY,
SHE FEEL SO HURT BECAUSE SHE FOUND THAT THE BOY STILL FRIEND WITH HIS EX,AND HIS EX STILL KEEP THE BOY PIC AT HER PROFILE.SHE OVERTHINKING THAT MAYBE THEY WERE CONTACT EACH OTHER .

THEN LATER WHEN SHE FOUND OUT ABOUT THE VIDEO CLIP,SHE MISS THAT BOY,SO SHE UPDATE HER STATUS IN THE MIDDLE NIGHT,CUZ SHE CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT BOY,SHE MISS THE BOY..

THE SHE STRAIGHT TO POST AT HER WALL:

IT'S NOT ABOUT I DIDN'T CARE,IT'S ABOUT I DIDN'T KNOW,
IT'S NOT ABOUT I DIDN'T FEEL,IT'S ABOUT I DIDN'T SHOW.
EVERYTIME I'M GIVE UP AND TRY TO WALK AWAY FROM U,THERE IS SOMETHING
ASK ME TO STAY.OH LOVE,I JUST WANT U TO KNOW THAT I'M WAITING FOR U TO RESCUE ME.

SHE ALSO UPLOAD ANOTHER PHOTO :

I MIGHT NOT BE SOMEONE FIRST CHOICE,BUT I'M A GREAT CHOICE,
I MAY NOT BE A RICH BUT I'M VALUABLE,I DONT PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE I'M NOT,
BECAUSE I'M GOOD AT BEING ME,I MIGHT NOT BE PROUD OF SOMETHING I DID
ON MY PAST,BUT I'M PROUD OF WHO I'M TODAY.I MAY NOT BE PERFECT BUT I DONT NEED TO BE,TAKE ME AS I AM OR WATCH ME AS I WALK AWAY

THE NEXT MORNING,SHE SAW THAT BOY WAS ONLINE,SHE SEE HIS STATUS...

NEVER GIVE UP ON WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO.THE PERSON WITH THE BIG DREAM IS MORE POWERFULL THAN THE ONE WITH ALL FACT. MORNING !

SHE JUST STOOD STILL,SHE MISS HIM,BUT THE EGO WAS BIG.SHE JUST SILENT.THEN TOMOROW,SHE CANT STAND ANYMORE,

SHE SHARE PHOTO AT HER PROFILE.

"I GOT A THOUSNAD REASON TO LEAVE U,BUT I FOUND A ONE REASON TO STAY WITH U,THEN I WILL FIGHT FOR U"

I NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU,BUT THIS MOMENT,I JUST WANNA TAKE IT SLOW,WHEN I'M OK,I'LL DEFINETLY LOOKING FOR U.BUT NOW I'M REALLY BUSY WITH MY LIFE ;(

LATER,HE POST A PHOTO "PLEASE CHEER ME UP"

THE GIRL ALSO POST SOMETHING AT HER WALL ON THE NEXT DAY.

“SOMETHING TO CHEER UP UR DAY,WHEN LIFE GOT BUSY AND CRAZY TO HANDLE,ONLY TRUST AND LOYALTY IS LEFT.AS FAR I REMEMBER,FISRT IS STRAY HEART,THEN PAYPHONE,NEXT IS X-KID AND BIJOU,OH U SUCH A FUNNY DUDE,WHEN NICE GUYS FINISH LAST.DEFINETLY WAIT U HERE,I JUST NEED TIME TO RECOVER,BUT IF U GOT OTHER GIRL,GO AHEAD..BUT THAT’S MY RPOMISE TO YOU,I SAVE THE LAST DANCE JUST FOR U.CHEER UP,I MISS YOU

AND AFTER COUPLE HOUR THAT BOY MADE A STATUS:

“JUST BECAUSE U FAIL ONCE DOESN’T MEAN U’RE GOING TO FAIL EVERYTIME.KEEP TRYING,HOLD ON N ALWAYS BELIEVE IN URSELF.IF U DON’T BELIEVE,WHO WILL”

AGAIN,HE UPLOAD ANOTHER VIDEO

"KINGS AND QUEENS BY 30 SECOND'S OF MARS"...


SO,DO U THINK THIER POST IS RELATE TO ONE ANOTHER?

Caught in the middle

Hye,Fellas ~

Still remember about the guy i call him as V-Soy...
This another thing is now i feel exhausting,eventhough i know he stalker my FB and sometime we hv chit chat,but now i'm tiring to chasing him....

NEW YEAR

Morning peeps ! Wish you guys hv great time for past year 2012..It's been couple month i didn't wrote,quite busy for a moment plus wanna take a peace moment for a while..I always try to figure out what happen with my life.I enter new year 2013 with a loss..I lost my friend,I lost my Love,my 3 year relationship,again i almost lost my job..But,thanx to ALLAH,i never lose to His Faith...

I miss everything,my colleuge,my buddy,my bestfriend,my dad,my comic,etc...Everything...at this moment,i really miss "Laut",being as student Biology Marine,really though me of my life,i learned a lot of thing,lesson to my life,especially the meaning of education,the important of Education,the meaning of Friendship and the meaning of Love...

A lot of thing happen in December 2012,i feel so down,really give up with my life.They see me as lady who had everything,i got job,i got friend,i got love,i got family,i got everything.But,the true it's not,it wasn't like that.Life wasn't like,why give me lesson of life,which i don't intend to learn it...But,whatever happen,life must goes on,rite..

Enough with English ;)

Saya tak tahu apa yg berlaku dgn BF saya tu,dia yg beria-ria nak jumpa family,then bila dah dibawa,selepas seminggu,tibe2 lesap,hilang tanpa khabar berita,call tak angkat,sms tak balas,dan selepas beberapa bulan,selepas 100 + call dan 50 + sms,hanya 2 miscall dan satu sms sahaja yg dihantar,minta jaga diri dan sentiasa mencintai kamu,maaf saya perlukan masa..

I said "What ?" ..and it's over just like that,I feel sad,but more to perasaan kecewa sebenarnya...Terlalu banyak yg saya korbankan untuk dia,mcm2 saya tolong dia,bukan mengungkit,tapi sedih bila saya utamakan dia dari family saya sendiri,dan ini yg saya dapat,"I need space"...owh,shhiitt...memang saya tak terlalu mengharap sangat,cuma agak terasa dengan sikap dia tu..

Dalam masa yg sama,sepanjang menunggu kekasih hati untuk kembali,pelbagai lelaki yg hantar pm,sms,call..macam tahu2 jer yg saya "in complicated",tapi disebabkan ego yg tinggi kerana nak tunggu juga BF saya tu,saya ignore semua sms,call,pm tu..cube untuk setia...tapi entah kenapa yg seorang ni,i call him as V-Soy,tetap hantar pm walaupun saya cakap saya dah berpunya,tetap call,semata-mata nak wish gud nyte,sehingga la tibe2 dia cakap " i dah move on,da ada GF"...tetibe2 jer mamat nie,pe kes...

Then,i decide,untuk move on,don't wait for a person who doesn't care for you..and V-Soy is missing..all of them is missing..pastu dapat lak invitation wedding dari A,nak kahwin kata nya..oh my,another drama..i don't know why,but somehow i feel hurt when hear u,A getting married..
tapi kenapa kamu,A perlu hantar sms cakap suka pada saya,perlu ke nak cancel wedding kamu,oh damn you,don't be to idiot dude !

Saya baru sedar yg saya rindu kan V-Soy,lebih rindu V-Soy dari saya rindu BF saya,or lagi tepat Ex-BF..V-Soy,his there when i was crying,instead of my BF yg hilang entah kemana..tapi dia cakap dia dah move on kan..kalo tak,confirm dia akan sms or call..entah kenapa,bila saya bercakap dengan dia,saya rasa dia tu my reflection,more to my Karma...what goes around,come around...mungkin on the past,saya pernah keciwa kan lelaki yg dipanggil scandal,tapi sekarang saya rasa dikeciwa kan oleh dia..

urm..V-Soy..sebab terlalu rindu sgt,terus stalker FB dia,then ternampak a girl tulis kat wall dia "Hey,Single Boy "..dalam hati single ? kata da ada GF..terus pm dia..dan malam tu he make confess,
"
You ingat i nie apa,sesuka hati nak main kan perasaan orang,bukan macam you,nak jadi scandal,memang la i intersted dgn u,tapi u dah ada BF kan,nak i buat apa lagi,da puas nak sakit kan hati i"..terus speechless dibuatnye,x tau nak cakap macam mana.."i was attached before,actually masa kite start kenal,it was complicated relationship,my BF da lama x contact i,tapi i yg masih tunggu dia,i xde nak tipu u,i terus terang ok,dan you tu tibe2 cakap da move on,da ada GF..tapi kat wall tulis single,apa kes,sapa yg menipu sekarang..and u tu tibe2 hilang,x reply msg i pun.."hey budak giler,jgn ckp mcm tu boleh tak,ok to be true..memang i single..and i mmg x reply ur sms,but doesn't mean your forgetten because i akan sentiasa stalker FB u,every single day in my life i akan baca semua status you,i akan tgk semua photo you,cuma i tak berani nak comment or like the photo...and i simpan gamba u dalam hp i.."tibe-tibe dia senyap...continue,"i bukan jenis yg terus give up..cuma i'm exhausting..seeing u with other,somehow i feel hurt...you can do whatever you want...You suka i ker..." 

Dan esok nyer,same girl tulis kat wall V-Soy.."Hi.my Boyfriend,how are  you today"..Sapa yg bersalah,saya ke telah menaruh harapan pada V-Soy,atau V-Soy jenis yg main kan perasaan orang atau dat girl juga salah seorang scandal dia..I don't know..in the middle...terus plan nak jumpa V-Soy,automatic hantar pm cancel...Deppressing...and what is so idiot i don't know his full name...hanya tahu nama FB...A.S.N....i try to move on,head up and fake smile..but the true i really miss V-soy...esoknya,nampak dia tulis

" if Happy Ever After did exist,i wish to be holding you like this,

but all those fairy tale are full of shit "

(Payphone,Maroon 5)

He just like me,if something happen,always took lyric as quotes,same like before..when i said i was attached,he update..

"Everything that i want,i want from you.

But i just can't have you"

(Stray Heart,Green Day)

 

 

I dont what going to happen next,for this moment,i will take it slow ,last time i talk about him before he going to Island,i said i definetly goin to miss him,what is so funny,i don't know your name,Oh love..He update "Will coming back to you one day ",i reply "tc,hv safe journey dude"..Thank you fellas"...

 

And now we are on own way...i'm happy if your happy,but now..my heart been locked,and i lost the key,ain't nobody can comfort me...moral of the story..yg dikejar tak dapat,yg dikendong berciciran..now,i'm stop my track,i havent meet you yet ...